~~Biking~~

I love the moving world,love the winds dashing against my face,relish the hair rustling,love things moving past me in a wink,I love riding.I broke around 5 tri-cyles when I was a kid dashing into the wall,then got a bicycle (hero BMX junior)used to flaunt it big time before my friends.
Used to try riding the big Hercules bicycle in the village on the muddy road along the pond ,wow! it was a real Herculian task buddy! game for long rides on bikes!

Wanna own a bike now,but I thought without the slim legs and round arms curling against my back and without a hefty pocket its worth nothing atleast in manipal. hope 2 get one soon

Musings from a hapless mind

One question I frequently pose when I stand before the mirror looking at myself is "Who am I"?and after some moments of philosophical ,emotional,rational,spiritual conflicts , I finally end up thinking I have some other important thing and I chuck the question to the mirror saying "fuck it" whoever I am I'm a piece worth living though sometimes I feel like jumping off from the balcony and dive right into the parking lot ,but when I see that girl on the next street passing through my lane I end up checking her out and as a result the idea of dropping myself from the balcony is dropped.

I try to relate all the incidents in my life to some void where I may find the answers to the innumerable questions I have.

May 01 '88: The day when my dad started spending his bucks on milk bottles and johnson's baby powders at the hospital in suryapet.

June 91: when I first bit the hand of my maid who forced me to buy dairy milk instead of five star and also tried to make me sit in the nursery where kids are forced to learn multiplication tables!!

June 93: The day my dad discovered I couldn't even write the letter 'B' and thought I needed a better education , decided to join me in St.Alphonsus. Was the tallest of all the kids in the class (yea,folks I was!) and was one among a couple of kids who are in their full uniforms as well as well behaved {*hehe}, after a quarrel for who should take the swing formed a group of like minded friends to play current-shock.

'94: Was the best student of the class ?( no clue till date),so when my teacher called on me to walk on to the stage I was wearing the shoes the opposite ( L to R) ,no tuck because just fought for the scented eraser with Arif ,went and grabbed the certificate from Brother (was in a missionary school) with no sign of gratitude and came running ,to show the piece of achievement to my friends ,but was very sad since the second ranker got a ball ,I was given a book on animals and a certificate.

'96 :Discovered that ours was a boy's school and also that there is another species in this planet who hate us and whom we should hate without asking why?(girls,that was the idea in those days) so, whenever the girl's school bus passes by ours we had abuses ,yelling, speed race and a rush of adrenaline .Those were my first instances of experiencing sheer thrill in ,yelling or mocking at chicks.

summer holidays: Away from the school,homeworks, into the world of cousins ,country chicken,buffalo milk,hen chasing,tractor rides,hay slides,rice fields ,paper boats and paper planes.Those were the days where I had ultimate gyan about chicks,and a total biological exploration of the unknown through intense discussions ,of course the credit goes to the cousins yea,those were the days when I shifted from the attitude of babies are born because of kissing to how one decides to have a male or female child?though my cousins had some answers they were not at all convincing.

High school: one remarkable change is we sifted from shorts to pants and were in a new building with all those "Big guys",was introduced to the world of algebra had no clue about what was happening in the classes( why the hell do we need to add A with A and how can an alphabet be added?? kinda attitude) but realized it when I scored 1 mark in a test of algebra,of course it was my dad who again realized I was a loser in Maths and sent me to a tuition.but the tuition master is newly married and he spent half of the time assuming we "kids" can't sense what he's doing in the kitchen with his wife when she goes on giggling, and we are freaking trying to figure out why ( +*+=+; and -*-=+ and not -) so it was a 'romantic algebra'.

Tuition:so,there is this sir in my place who is considered to be the 'diva' ,you can't come out without a cent in math if you are in his tuition but he admits people only from class 7th so when I was in std 7 I shifted from the 'romantic' place to a more serious place but this has chicks in it (was still with the childish attitude to mock at them).So it all started well,gals and boys on either sides passing comments,had silly quarrels ,few crushes and it all happily ended.

come std 10th we were the dons of the school started defying all the rules when we thought rules are meant to be broken ,enjoyed every moment in the class,had a nice group of friends.

11,12: The same batch in the school ( group of 7) joined in the resedential ,was more of fun rather than study ,spent days with Resnik Halidays,Irodovs and hi funda stuff suddenly realized fundas can't ,make us get through entrances ,we need to have speed and midless tricks.we are nowhere at the end of 12th then came the examz JEE pattern change screwed it up, BITS was expecting a call but got ditched,other exams not worth mentioning too.Was in a desperation to join some college(The biggest mistake of my life) so joined Manipal.

Iyear: Masthi max figured out we need to be proficient in Hindi ,and pockets heavy to talk to chicks here ,even then started checking out,had a crush on a girl but had a silly argument and later screwed the relation(we still just look at each other without a word).later realised its better to spend bucks on booze and food than buying cards ,ferro rochers, recharge cards .
Was onlie big time (Orkut fever) used to check out profiles of gals from the girl's convent communities (was lucky with a few too **heehoo**).
had ( a 'drink') for the first time in a party.(orange flavour)

II year: Was missing I year badly so vent the frustration on the juniors ,ragging,bikes,friends shifting to apartments outside ,freedom,E&E ki watt laghii, life started being montonous,sessionals (block-ISH(lib)-canteen-ISH-canteen-block) routine ,got bored of
JC,TC,KC,LC, last benches in the classes,novels,sms, artistic works and time just flew by
got to know about the magic of rock through Kiran, started listening to metallica,iron maiden,Lp and yea..the basic stuff,shifted to 10th block LAN and access to unlimited number of movies of any colour( red,BLUE,white..)
Was in IIT -M for tech fest and there were chakri,praths,reddy felt bad again for my decision to join manipal (yea,I knw IITians can't compete with the chick factor here)

III yr: Life started getting more and more monotonous,boring and drudging was spending days simply lying on bed and u knw when u spend about 5 mins ("jerking") watching the (phub)video the moment you will realise the ultimate truth is at the 4min 59 sec and at 5min 1 sec you'll feel bad about "jerking" .was involved in a robotic event for IIT-M,techtatva bagged 1 prize and won 10k bucks.Thought blogging might help me to spend the time hanging outta my hands so started writing crap....and will continue to write...cya!

....NEw year Blues....

Hey folks! well,don't really wanna start with has been really long ,busy and blah blah stuff again was not busy but lazy .It's new year or happy new year??,yea some people add a-happy to the new year assuming its the happy factor ,I observed this when some people started asking my resolutions for this year.(what resolutions for happy new year?) well, if you people also wanna know my resolution(i know you got better things to lay your hands on) I'll plainly disappoint you.
As the joker in dark knight n I'm just do things and yea to give u a sense of the joker"Do I look like a guy with a plan?".

Well,the semester break was more than enough for me to gain some extra pounds with sumptuous food @ home,can broadly classify days as days when I had chicken and days when I had some other non veg than chicken.Met my friends (was meeting them every evening though) used to go for long rides into the shacks for the sake of chilled drinks ( yea Drinks!) and country chicken.Had mind blowing discussions about those chicks we all forgot about ,see that is what happens when you meet your close friend ,you just jump directly to the topic without discussing about your gpa's, holidays till when?,when did they start? and all crap.( do you remember that x.lane girl who stays just behind the temple??)

Read Atlas shrugged, and I have no words to describe you the pumping you get when you see intellectuals going on a strike against the world, so planning of reading more about the objectivism philosophy (it's simple you give a damn about nothing unless you find it rational) so this brought a major change in my beliefs in spiritual front ,because when you are really being rational you can't believe in beliefs based on no strong proofs anymore.So,somehow winded up my tour and was in this luxary bus for manipal( 24 hours) and god what a boring journey it was,a chick was just sitting in the front seat open for some poking but somehow I was more in a daze and was not really in a mood for some gaze.
from the day I came to manipal to this moment there has been no change,no excitement,no "discussions",to put it straight i'm just bored with people around.I know it is not fair to blame people around for my boredom but see we are social beings and yes,it is people who are influencing my thoughts.had a 3 day break and people were heading for goa, ooty ,etc but I really didn't want to go, just for the sake of being there or to get more bored.(of course the financial status was a disaster).
so,I thought I should figure out some means to pacify my boredom of course I've got 'N' no of things to do ,don't really know whats been happening in the classes so I can study( **smiles**),I can work out(**ah, i remember the sprain in my left leg**),can sleep (**but what about the curious case of benjamin buttons?) can watch movies(**guess thats what i have been doing**).

Resession has given junta a more pessimistic outlook,I'm in E&E and yes I agree it's a tough branch,agree wholly that its a mistake ( may be life's 1,2...),and I realise my gpa is fucked too.but common what's the point in brooding over facts? an A is A even you fret about it.but some guys don't really realise this and have been searching for frustu dump zones and they are non other than people who are Ok with things happening ,I have decided I should avoid those dumpers rest it would add to myne,
finally have got a long list of 'things to be done ' . cya.