Thursday, January 29, 2009

....NEw year Blues....

Hey folks! well,don't really wanna start with has been really long ,busy and blah blah stuff again was not busy but lazy .It's new year or happy new year??,yea some people add a-happy to the new year assuming its the happy factor ,I observed this when some people started asking my resolutions for this year.(what resolutions for happy new year?) well, if you people also wanna know my resolution(i know you got better things to lay your hands on) I'll plainly disappoint you.
As the joker in dark knight n I'm just do things and yea to give u a sense of the joker"Do I look like a guy with a plan?".

Well,the semester break was more than enough for me to gain some extra pounds with sumptuous food @ home,can broadly classify days as days when I had chicken and days when I had some other non veg than chicken.Met my friends (was meeting them every evening though) used to go for long rides into the shacks for the sake of chilled drinks ( yea Drinks!) and country chicken.Had mind blowing discussions about those chicks we all forgot about ,see that is what happens when you meet your close friend ,you just jump directly to the topic without discussing about your gpa's, holidays till when?,when did they start? and all crap.( do you remember that x.lane girl who stays just behind the temple??)

Read Atlas shrugged, and I have no words to describe you the pumping you get when you see intellectuals going on a strike against the world, so planning of reading more about the objectivism philosophy (it's simple you give a damn about nothing unless you find it rational) so this brought a major change in my beliefs in spiritual front ,because when you are really being rational you can't believe in beliefs based on no strong proofs anymore.So,somehow winded up my tour and was in this luxary bus for manipal( 24 hours) and god what a boring journey it was,a chick was just sitting in the front seat open for some poking but somehow I was more in a daze and was not really in a mood for some gaze.
from the day I came to manipal to this moment there has been no change,no excitement,no "discussions",to put it straight i'm just bored with people around.I know it is not fair to blame people around for my boredom but see we are social beings and yes,it is people who are influencing my thoughts.had a 3 day break and people were heading for goa, ooty ,etc but I really didn't want to go, just for the sake of being there or to get more bored.(of course the financial status was a disaster).
so,I thought I should figure out some means to pacify my boredom of course I've got 'N' no of things to do ,don't really know whats been happening in the classes so I can study( **smiles**),I can work out(**ah, i remember the sprain in my left leg**),can sleep (**but what about the curious case of benjamin buttons?) can watch movies(**guess thats what i have been doing**).

Resession has given junta a more pessimistic outlook,I'm in E&E and yes I agree it's a tough branch,agree wholly that its a mistake ( may be life's 1,2...),and I realise my gpa is fucked too.but common what's the point in brooding over facts? an A is A even you fret about it.but some guys don't really realise this and have been searching for frustu dump zones and they are non other than people who are Ok with things happening ,I have decided I should avoid those dumpers rest it would add to myne,
finally have got a long list of 'things to be done ' . cya.

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